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this is the first time, after we broke up, that i got enough courage to look through my old posts. all i got to say is, “gahd. i really did love him.” the next thing i knew, i was smiling. i guess i got enough of all the tears and heartbreaks, all the pain.

LOOKING BACK doesn’t hurt anymore. :)

moving on starts with acceptance :D

we broke up. last 02.12.12

i still want to keep this account. i might check this once in a while but i will stop updating it for now. it will sure help me forget everything. :)

im making a new account. but i might be back. :)

memories will always be memories. :)

♥.♥

im so inlove with you, baby. ♥.♥

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE

NOVEMBER 29, 2011

Baby, ikaw lang ang may kakayahan na pasayahin ako ng full blast.

mga 00:15 sya nagtext. akala ko nga di pa nya ko babatiin. di naman kasi yun nambabati ng saktong 12. haha. but nooooo. binati nya ko not just once but 20times. namatay na lang ako. :”> tas nung nagkita kami sa 161, nag’blue din sya. :”> AND may letter R pa yung shirt nya. infairness. hahaha. inabot nya sakin yung old notes nya. yun na daw yung gift nya sakin. nag’aayos ata sya para sa practicum nung 161 lab namin. akala ko nga di papasok yun. mga 14:30 na kasi nasa tambayan pa din. eh pagtapos ng lab namin, wala na sya, pumasok na pala. waited til 4PM. nagtreat muna sa ibang brods and sisses. siomai tas chocomilk. stay sa tambayan. laughtrip sobra. tas ngtext na sya na tapos na daw class nya. pumunta sya sa tambayan. sumakay ako ng motor. haha. first time. :D tas umuwi na muna kami sa apt. nadumihan kasi yung pants ko. buti na lang para may dahilan akong mag’dress ulit. dun nya binigay yung gift nya. :> shirt sa penshoppe. friend nya daw kasi yung nagdesign nun. :) punta na kaming SM. dinner sa MAX’S. picture’picture na puro stolen. super laughtrip na kwentuhan. THE NERD! hahaha. tas nanuod kami BREAKING DAWN. second movie na pinanuod namin together. antok na kami pareho nun. i rested my head on his shoulder. it was so sweet. i was smiling the whole time. :”> mga 21:30 natapos yung movie. halos wala nang tao sa SM. haha. hinatid nya ko sa sakayan ng jeep. eh mejo madaming tao sa daan so nauna sya. tas hinawakan nya yung kamay ko. first time na ginawa nya yun in public. yun ang highlight ng araw ko. haha. best day ever. iloveyou, babe. sobra’sobra. :”> HAPPY 19TH YEAR OF LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST TO ME AND HAPPY 7TH MONTH OF TOGETHERNESS TO US. :”>

QUIZ: Is it time to break up?

the result is…

Your score is 25. While you are definitely itching for something to change ending your relationship at this point in time will leave you with regrets. It is likely that you are feeling disenfranchised with your relationship because you are really dissatisfied with something else in your life. You are projecting that dissatisfaction on to the relationship. Take a closer look at what is really bothering you, if you end your relationship under these circumstances you will be letting go of one of your strongest supporters and you will need that support when you go to face what is really bothering you. Hang in there… you’ll be glad you did!

HELLO, NOVEMBER!!! ♥

LOVE until it hurts and when it hurts, love some more. love until you don’t care about the pain. until you stop expecting anything in return. UNTIL ALL THAT MATTERS IS LOVING THAT PERSON THE BEST WAY YOU CAN. :)